I want to be back in London so much,it was my first time and i loved it! Although the weather was bad,we went to so many places and Camden definitely is one of my favourite places.It's just full of so much energy and the shops are amazing.I need to go back asap!

I'm talking to Ben about the first time we met,and it's so embarrassing but nice talking about it. We have known each other since we were little because we lived next door when i was born and our parents were really good friends.Then when i was about 7 i moved to bromborough and we didn't talk or see each other for years,but i had heard far to many rumours,so i guessed we were just completely opposite.He asked me to go out so many times and i always had excuses whether they were genuine or not.Looking back i was such a bitch to him.But the last time he asked me i agreed,but a few days before i had lost my phone and he thought i wasn't going to turn up,but i made sure i put the effort in and got in touch with him another way just so he knew what time and where i would be.I always thought it would be just a friendly catch up and never anything more. When i got there i didn't shut up,like i always do.Telling him absolutely everything about my day and probably talking about crap he didn't have the slightest interest in.We went to sort my phone out and then chilled.
   When we kissed after that all i said was 'this is weird' because i've known him my whole life and i just wasn't expecting it i guess.When we were at his flat i realised his flatmate is my friends boyfriend and that she was coming round,so we got a pizza and vodka(typical me) and we all watched a film in the living room.I just never thought he would want to see me again,most people get put off by my constant talking.Seeing me for a full day and night would put anyone off.
   It's so weird to think back,since the first day we got along really well.I just never thought he would give me another chance and just swerve me like i had done to him already.I love how nothing is awkward with us,i know his family he knows mine and have done for years,so it wasn't hard to find conversations and get along,it was just all natural and it was so much easier.Now i am the happiest i have been in a long time and i really hope it lasts.

This is like my 5th or 6th birthday and it's so funny because Ben(my boyfriend) is in them.It's so crazy how we have known each other our whole lives.I'm in the lovely cream Reebok jumper and he is in the green top.He will hate me for this but it's so funny and cute.

This is my sister and me.She is 9 and i'm 3.She looks so funny with her hair like that,god knows what my mum was thinking when she decided to give her a bowl head,but thank god she didn't do the same to me.My hair is so blonde here,and mostly was when i was little.We were so close and did everything together.We aren't as close anymore but she always helps me out and means a lot to me.

 I never wear these Dr.Martens enough,they are so nice and probably my favourite pair of shoes i just never get the chance to wear them,because when i do i get blisters all over my feet.I got them earlier this year in their sale which were reduced from £120 to £45 which i was made up about.I think i'm going to have to break them in for the summer so i can wear them with loads of skirts and dresses. 

So this is what i've been up to in the last month or so.I've been to watch the xfactor auditions,practically lived at 290,had nice days in my garden when the weather actually decided to be nice,finished all my coursework,took relaxing bubble baths,went to a couple of parties/town,got my dress for the wedding,went to the cathedral,and walked around Albert docks

I am so excited now that i have booked my flights to Athens. I had a credit voucher because i had cancelled a flight to Barcelona in January. I had previously been looking at flights to Alicante/Malta because i hadn't really thought about places that i'd like to visit. So when Ben came around we looked at places that we could go by looking at the drop down menus from our local airports which were Liverpool and Manchester. That's when we found Athens. I was so amazed that i hadn't even thought about ever visiting this place,yet it is so amazing and romantic.
So on the 3rd March i will be leaving then returning on the 10th. I am so unbelivably happy about it. Feels like i haven't been on holiday in ages and to be going with someone who means alot to me seems to make it alot more special and memorable.

So lately i have spent so much time with Ben,we have hardly had a day apart. I know some people get sick of seeing each other nearly every day and run out of things to talk about,but we never have a problem.Days out to the zoo,swimming,parks or just walks along the docks are always finished by us eating pizza and then feeling far to full.I'm just ridiculously happy being in a relationship where we can have really busy days and hardly have time to stop and think or the complete opposite when we can lounge in bed all day in complete silence and it still feels relaxing and as if nothing can interrupt the moment.