So at the end of the month/start of march i've got a night out with my friends and i really want a new dress,and of course the colour is going to be black as it's so easy and can look so classy instantly.The dress i liked has sold out(so typical) so i am going to wait to see if it comes back in stock and if not i've spotted a few others that i like.I don't really want to spend too much money on it,as i won't wear it that often.Topshop have so many nice black dresses in currently and i just want them all.I normally go for dresses that are like skater skirts at the bottom as i hate tight fitting dresses.But this time i really fancy a tight bodycon dress,showing off my shoulders. Then with some black thin tights so they are see through and maybe some litas and a chunky necklace.It's just something different as i'm in need of a slight change.Time to get the suck in knickers and show off my lack of curves.

(all of these dresses are from topshop and currently in stock)

So when my sister moves out in .a couple  of months i will be having my old bedroom back upstairs which is loads bigger.So i have been planning stuff that i would like and it's literally all from ikea. They have so many simple bedroom ideas which i love.I prefer the blank canvas type of thing and minimal. I just want my room all white and grey with just a few black things and maybe some colour. I love this bedroom idea they have for a student.It's so perfect. All though i don't think i'm brave enough to have this much colour in my room as i am beyond fussy.I have seen a gorgeous white metal framed double bed which i need to get! it's so perfect and i can have my fairy lights running along it of a night time.And i've seen a wall wardrobe which just mounts onto the wall and then it's all open(which is how i like) And i just can't wait to have the space to be able to set my sewing machine up and start making clothes as i haven't been able to use it much as i don't have the space in my current bedroom. So it will be a work place as well.I can't wait to go to ikea and see everything in person.I know i will be wanting everything and get far to carried away,but can you blame me?

ebay- So i was thinking about making an ebay account so that i could sell some of my clothes i no longer wear.I have too much in my wardrobe and loads of it is still in good condition and some even not worn but with out tags. The only thing is i have no idea how to use paypal.I have tried to set it up in the past and it was so confusing.So i really don't have a clue whether to make one or not.It would help for extra cash and does help me to clear up my wardrobe.If all else fails i will give it all to charity.
Also once my sister moves out(again) i will have the big bedroom again so i'm going to start putting my sewing machine to good use and start making clothes,and set up a store online. I just really want to have my own shop.Hopefully i get into uni so i can continue to study fashion for another 3 years.

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Pouring my heart out for nothing.
I still can't believe me and Ben have broken up.Things just don't seem real at the moment and i miss him so much.I guess this is the only way i can really get my emotions out,as not many people understand. All they say is you will be ok,or you're better off,but i just can't look at it like that.I love him and i don't want to be better off,because he is the best for me.
I know it seems soppy and people say i have the rest of my life to fall in love because i'm 19,but i fell for him so hard and he was my best friend. I wish i could go back in time and change certain things as i know i could of been a better girlfriend,but i'm trying not to beat my self up about it.But it's so hard. I will always believe we could of worked things out,but in the end he just didn't want a relationship and just wanted space.I guess it's hard to hear right now,and i would do anything to win him back.But that's just not what he wants & i'm not prepared to force anything upon him,as much as i'd like too.
We shared so many amazing moments together and i honestly will remember them forever.I trusted him with my whole life and i can't just forget that.I hope he is ok,and enjoys his time alone,because if he is happy i will be in time.I wish he would see this,but he wont.I wish he understood how much i care and appreciate him,because now i've lost him i just feel like i have nothing to live for no more.He was everything to me.
I've never fallen in love before,so this was my first time.The emotion was so strong and overwhelming and i loved the idea of being there for him whenever he needed me,whether as support or just company.So if you are reading this somehow,i'm sorry if i ever hurt you,it was never intentional.I will never give up on you,i love you too much for that.
Love your best friend & your love,danielle  

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